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| The guy who makes me cranky-.- |
Wednesday, 11 April 2012
why so bitchyy??
I feel crappy this past few days..i have no idea why.. i find everything & everyone around me is annoying-.- its jst like im having a pms or sumthing lol...hmm n the time is not helping as well..they say time flies but rite now i feel like the time is crawling..urghh so fucking slow..i miss him so much n i hate it..its been 3 months n so far im doing okay coping with this pain-in-the-ass-missing-part but sumhw this past few days i feel crappy n sad, hv no idea why..and i really need him here with me especially at time like this when im at my weakest:'( [lol i sound soo 'hindi movie' haha watever]..n being surrounded by some psychotic ppl is not helping either (its nt my pms thingy,they're also annoying evn on my un-crappy days-.-) time ohh time wwhy do u hv to be a bitch to me..cant u move a bit faster?? i really wish u were a person so i can jst whack u fr being super slow..yeesshhh i really hate u rite nw..urghh everything is jst making me cranky..fuck my crappy attitude n fuck u time..
Monday, 9 April 2012
REGRETS
Dear diary,
i dont knw why bt this past few days i feel so crapy.. i miss home so much. i miss my life thre..bt i guess this is the price i hv to pay fr screwing up things bck home:'(..as much as i hate to admit it bt somehw being far is good fr me tho its quite tough bt here i learn to b more independent.. to really know the meaning of life and to really appreciate it..when i ws on the uni bus tht day, i started thinking about my life..I am so lucky to be born in a family like this bt yet i always complain hw sucky my life is..My dad gave me everything i want and the only thing he wanted me to do was to study..he gave me money,cars and even sent me to private tuitions bt yet i disappoint him..i spoke to a friend tht day, she told me hw hard her life was and tht sumtimes she doesnt eat cuz she wants to save money. i was surprised when she told me the amount of money she has to budget in 6 months. i was speechless cuz tht amount of money is the same amount as wat i used to pay to each of my private tutors and she only has tht much of money fr 6 months. oh god i felt so bad, i wasted a lot of money bck home when some ppl doesnt even have enough to buy a meal. I ws such a spoil brat and i regret it..Im trying to improve myself, to be a better person and most of all to gain back my father's trust. I still complain sometimes bt im starting to 'actually' study hard here,to get good grades..i hv never been tht type of person who wants to get good grades bt nw i want to get an A in all of my subs..lol its weird bt sadly it true-.-
i dont knw why bt this past few days i feel so crapy.. i miss home so much. i miss my life thre..bt i guess this is the price i hv to pay fr screwing up things bck home:'(..as much as i hate to admit it bt somehw being far is good fr me tho its quite tough bt here i learn to b more independent.. to really know the meaning of life and to really appreciate it..when i ws on the uni bus tht day, i started thinking about my life..I am so lucky to be born in a family like this bt yet i always complain hw sucky my life is..My dad gave me everything i want and the only thing he wanted me to do was to study..he gave me money,cars and even sent me to private tuitions bt yet i disappoint him..i spoke to a friend tht day, she told me hw hard her life was and tht sumtimes she doesnt eat cuz she wants to save money. i was surprised when she told me the amount of money she has to budget in 6 months. i was speechless cuz tht amount of money is the same amount as wat i used to pay to each of my private tutors and she only has tht much of money fr 6 months. oh god i felt so bad, i wasted a lot of money bck home when some ppl doesnt even have enough to buy a meal. I ws such a spoil brat and i regret it..Im trying to improve myself, to be a better person and most of all to gain back my father's trust. I still complain sometimes bt im starting to 'actually' study hard here,to get good grades..i hv never been tht type of person who wants to get good grades bt nw i want to get an A in all of my subs..lol its weird bt sadly it true-.-
Wednesday, 4 April 2012
Mac or no Mac??
Dear diary,
Im in dilemma:( im not sure whether to get a laptop or not..im living with my sisters and each of them has their own macbook.. anddd they use it a lot fr their assignments so i can't even borrow any of it..anyways the problem here rite nw is that my dad jst got me an iPad2 & an iPhone 4s so i feel kinda bad to ask him for a Macbook Air agen urghh..wat do you think? shud i ask him or not??
Im in dilemma:( im not sure whether to get a laptop or not..im living with my sisters and each of them has their own macbook.. anddd they use it a lot fr their assignments so i can't even borrow any of it..anyways the problem here rite nw is that my dad jst got me an iPad2 & an iPhone 4s so i feel kinda bad to ask him for a Macbook Air agen urghh..wat do you think? shud i ask him or not??
Dear Diary
Tuesday, 3 April 2012
UK
Its been nearly 4 months now that i've been away frm home,my family and him..and it is seriously a pain in the ass to cope with this new place I'm at now..the culture is different, everything is different and life here is quite tough...not only i have to get use with the org putih's ways of life bt also i have to walk to class everyday..urghh god i hate walking..i wished i had my car with me:'( anyways I'm gona stop nw before i sound like a total spoilt brat;p enjoy the photos
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| With my sri lanken babe;)) |
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| Dining at Lincoln's Inn |
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| my 2nd sister |
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| vivienne westwood<3 |
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| with the vietnamese triplets haha |
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| picnic on a sunny day! |
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| My lovely friends |
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| Me & the sisters haha |
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| we felt bored in class so we started taking pics lol |
A Baby Step
okayy I'm quite new at this so I'm still not sure how to do this..anyways I knw my blog is pretty boring & empty rite nw and probably will be in the next few days until I figure this thing out so just bear with me kay:)) till then,,bye!
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